Sepi ternyata bisa menjadi seribu kali lebih kejam ketika kamu menghujani saya dengan beribu pertanyaan mengenai status FS saya yang berbunyi: “It’s complicated.”

Saya pikir kamu akan mengerti jika saya katakan, “Single but absolutely not available (yet)” atau “Physically single, mentally married, spiritually in love”.

“Ck, serius dong,” demikian kamu selalu menimpali, seolah-olah saya melontarkan pernyataan di atas sambil tersenyum.

Kalau kamu sungguh-sungguh dengan apa yang kamu katakan, that you really care about me and really want to make me happy, seharusnya kamu mengerti, bahwa saya tidak pernah lebih serius lagi dibandingkan saat ini.

hanny

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I haven't been writing a lot these past two years. I haven't been sharing a lot as well. I didn't have the mental capacity to do so. Moving to Amsterdam during the pandemic—with lockdowns and curfews, far from friends and families, didn't sit well with me. I was sad most of the time. Angry, other times.
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Hi. I'm HANNY
I am an Indonesian writer/artist/illustrator and stationery web shop owner (Cafe Analog) based in Amsterdam, the Netherlands. I love facilitating writing/creative workshops and retreats, especially when they are tied to self-exploration and self-expression. In Indonesian, 'beradadisini' means being here. So, here I am, documenting life—one word at a time.

hanny

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